I Am Still A Mother

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My heart still beats for love of him although he’s left this place.

Mind replay moments of his life, new memories leave no trace.

I reach for him during rest thinking it has all been a bad dream,

But when my waking thoughts come back I realize and scream.

I sang him songs within the womb and four years followed suit,

Twinkle-Twinkle, ABC’s, You Are My Sunshine sung in tune.

The music has left my voice and hollow sounds lament,

I now sing songs of silence to the life that you should have.

My arms have never felt so empty and so heavy all at once.

I embrace the day you blessed my life as God welcomed me a son.

I mourn the day God took you home and left me without one.

I am still your mother dear no matter how far you may be.

The only difference now my love, is now you watch over me.

Author: Stacy Alamond (Wurz), Mother to Johnathan

I am a mother fighting to ensure that vaccines are safe and effective FOR ALL. My son Johnathan passed away after he was given 9 doses of vaccines. Our children are suffering and dying from adverse effects of vaccinations. I believe in the CHOICE to vaccinate or not to vaccinate. I am against medical tyranny that will come from mandatory vaccination. Protect your bodies, your children, and your freedom of religion before the government takes control. View all posts by Stacy Alamond (Wurz), Mother to Johnathan